Baetlejuice, Baetlejuice, Baetlejuice...

Hello to you all! I hope 2015 has been treating you well, thus far.

To catch you up a little bit on what's been going on with me, I've been having somewhat of a difficult time the past month or so. I seemed to have slipped into a funk and it really stunted a lot of my creativity as well as my confidence. I had no motivation, no hope for myself... I really haven't felt this low in quite some time, and the influx of bad energy really left me feeling exhausted and too overwhelmed to do anything. My boyfriend has been super supportive of me and has been doing everything in his power to comfort me, and for that I am extremely lucky. I am happy to report that things have been (slowly but surely) looking up and I'm hoping that a positive mindset and the purge of all negative vibes in my life helps to continue my progression.

This will be my last post involving material from 2014. I was sad to see that year go since it was so incredibly good to me, but time waits for no one and this new year can hold just as much opportunity for me. Now that we are in 2015, I decided to revamp my blog. I plan on jumping back into my poetry and hopefully I can incorporate some of that in my posts. Alex and I have some big, big plans for upcoming posts and I'm really excited to see where this year takes me and my blog.

 These photos were taken by Alee Rose in LIC, Queens:

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Jacket: Zara

Bodysuit: American Apparel

Sunnies: Gypsy Warrior

Stripes are probably my favorite pattern when it comes to clothes. There's just something about them... maybe it's the way they elongate or maybe it's just that they're the perfect little pop of detail into an outfit. Whatever the case may be, it's no secret to anyone who knows me... I fucking love stripes. Especially if they're black and white. This bodysuit is actually an American Apparel dupe that I picked up at Forever 21 for $2.80 almost 3 years ago (wow!) I've paired it with maxi skirts, mini skirts, shorts, jeans, kimonos, blazers... anything, really. I wear it so often that I'm tempted to nickname it my "second skin." 

A big thank you to Alee for taking these photos and for taking time out of her very busy life just to edit them so that I could make this post. If you don't already, follow her on...

Tumblr: aleerose.tumblr.com

Instagram: @aleerose (photography and modelling) / @aleeroseofficial (personal)

Website: aleerose.com

Until we meet again...
XOXO

Breathing out, hoping to breathe in. I know nothing's wrong, but I'm not convinced.

Hello to you all and happy holidays!

Alex and I ended up getting a white Christmas... and then some. We were pounded with snow and while I was fortunate to have some time off the past few days, my poor darling ended up having to work to make up for the time lost on Christmas Day. Watching the snow fall steadily for two days, I was itching to get outside for a winter shoot. As Alex and I rarely have days off together, I wasn't sure that I was going to be able to capture this snowfall but luckily my shift today didn't start until later in the afternoon. After a quick coffee run, we headed just a few minutes west of our apartment complex to some hiking trails. There's a great view of the mountains and with the snowy white blanket all over, the sky has never been so blue. 

Today, I woke up and decided it was a good day to catch pneumonia. Okay, okay... not really– but I clearly dressed for a photo shoot and not for the weather. When I saw the snow, I knew that I wanted something white and something soft, so my first thought was a white dress. Unfortunately, I realized that the only white/ivory dresses I had were all mini/skater/babydoll and I was looking for something... different. While I didn't have anything specific in mind, I was definitely onto something.

 I grabbed one of the few ivory dresses I had and decided that I would use it as a canvas and then transform it somehow. As the holidays and upcoming bills/rent have sucked me dry of seemingly all my funds, I haven't been doing much shopping and so I'm trying to figure out how to make old things new. I was sifting through my closet when I came across this kimono I scooped last year and recalled how I repurposed a different kimono as a wrap shirt over the summer. I wanted to see if I could make a wrap dress out of this kimono, since it has a high-low maxi cut. I grabbed my favorite belt and threw on the ivory mini dress and sure enough, a wrap dress was born.

What I ended up liking most about it was the asymmetrical cuts at the bottom which were a result of wrapping the high-low detail. The extra layer, while it still isn't weather-appropriate, was definitely a warmer touch and it was an added bonus that the skull lace detailing gave the dress more texture. Because I went with my favorite brown belt, it only made sense to pair the look with my favorite brown boots. Then I just grabbed my grey hat to top it off – okay, I admit that pun was intended.

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Hat: H&M
Dress (underneath): Nasty Gal
Kimono (wrapped over dress): Ebay
Belt: Forever 21
Boots: 2020 Ave

Until next time, my loves...
XO

Garden of the Gods

Hello to you all!

I realize that I'm probably about the worst blogger ever but I swear I haven't forgotten about you. As the holidays are approaching, my work schedule has been rather... hectic. I haven't had any inspiration or energy to bang out any shoots. Aside from that, I've been rather disappointed in myself as I haven't been doing any writing in months. It's beginning to take a bit of a toll on me, I really do need to master the art of time management so that I can balance things I need to do and things I want to do. Right now I've been sacrificing a lot of the pleasures in my life trying to make sure presents are bought, bills are paid, and food is on the table. I've been picking up extra hours at work to get any extra cash I can, and it's ultimately taken priority over the things I enjoy. And that's sad, yeah, but I'm slowly but surely pulling myself out of this unenthusiastic rut, so bear with me. 

Alex and I don't often get days off together and the past week or so our "dates" have been errands or Christmas shopping trips, but since the past two days have been so beautiful and warm (60 degrees two weeks from Christmas... crazy!) we decided today would be a real treat. We took a trip just a little over an hour away to Colorado Springs to visit Garden of the Gods. We've been meaning to go since we got to Colorado, and with the weather being so tempting how could we resist? The rocks were just absolutely beautiful. It reminded me a little bit of Sedona, Arizona to see these gorgeous red rocks towering over me. Of course, I wasn't hiking around in this skirt. I'm proud to say that I've successfully mastered the fine art of changing in public, although it never gets any less awkward doing it. Aside from dodging families and little ones as I put this sequin maxi on/took it off again while bopping around different locations, it was a quick and easy shoot – I mean, with a backdrop like this it's pretty hard to get a bad photo. I do have to admit, though, we did get lost on our way back to the car... the crazy curved pathways had about a million different turns you could take, we spent around 40 minutes just trying to find the parking lot!

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Top: Gypsum Style
Skirt: Missguided

This skirt was fate. I had just given up on my search of a sequin maxi when I came across this one on Missguided – and it was on sale! When it arrived in the mail, I was so anxious to try it on only to then find myself drowning in nine extra inches of silver sequins. Unfortunately for my tiny self, I ended up paying four times the initial price of the skirt just for alterations. Life is hard at only 5 feet...

Until next time, my darlings.
XO